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from DIANA ROSS & THE SUPREMES


IT'S SO FUNNY HOW I WANT YOU
a horse walks     in the same     circle     our sorrow     does     it’s hard
to forget     when the     bodega     closed     I love you     to have     something
to die     with     the baby’s     elbow     obstructing     the entire     sun
cerebral experiences     suck     a girl     with an     anarchy patch     on her
sweatshirt     an epiphany     of harsh     flowers     tendrils     gesture
towards     the abysses     I hope     it’s ok     to stay     out of     life     this long


YOU CAN'T HURRY LOVE
I want to make     real life     an internal event     gif     of the     black
rose     glitzy skies     stanch     the universe     when I think of     the
world     I think of     an object     far off     pee running     down the
goth girl’s     leg     the beast     of what     will happen     how do we
get to     the wounds     we necessitate     tin cans     slack     in a
meadow     thoughts are     masterful     claws through     the muck
people have     a devastation     about them     amethyst     yowling
in the     ravine     the desire     to want     something     to not     come
back     from


I DON'T KNOW IF I SHALL EVER LET HIM GO
hermetic     in the     future     black hair     and a     choker
youth     as an     elegy     tough     as a     flower     lie away
in a     lake     forever     romanticism polices     sunlight
into a     square     aster on the     crotch     the enlightenment
of     melancholy     is temporal     heaven     in a     sinkhole
contemporary zones     of the     world     as such     I want
love     to fuck up     my life     the lifespan     of a     Polaroid
wind spilling     in the     lungs     lou reed     dies on     twitter
what’s sadder     than reducing     art     to real     life


I GOT HURT (TRYING TO BE THE ONLY GIRL IN YOUR LIFE)
I love the way     life     moves     a fly     above a     hole     another
undefeated     sunrise     purple champagne     liberating     the
macabre     party faces     culture is     loneliness     bathed in     color
people growing     their limbs     into each     other     a wrecked
bird     with its     dark     mouth     I’m sorry     I loved     you     until
we were     no longer     perfect     a puddle of     soda     like     street
gasoline     feeling is     coping      selfies and     their dead     ends
when my     heart goes      nuts      I’m a different      person     sincere
budding     in the     mud of     a ripe     summer     I like the     feeling
of escape     in living     the black     light     moon     thrusting its
blood     through a     fence     in the     sky


MY LOVE GETS DEARER
some of the     things     I love     demised     the torn     firmament
bloating over     the stabbing     grass     my body     pees out     what
it     doesn’t want     tight smoke     asphyxiates     the city     we enter
our     day’s loss     intact     black lipstick     in the     springtime
all terror     is cumulative     it’s profound     how much     of myself
I lend     to what’s     not there     the milk     of a     dream     the habit
of     pills     I hasten     to make     an endless     altar     of every     ending
a blossom     that never     concedes     to itself     I dedicate     this
pretty life     to a better     one




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